Weak

I can handle labor and push a baby out in a couple minutes yet Breast feeding is breaking me down!

Today I'm getting nipple shields but there's a good chance if they don't work that I'm going to end up pumping and formula feeding.

Breastfeeding a preemie has been a struggle, her mouth is tiny so she basically gets my nipple and she has problems latching so it's been frustrating for us both ideally I would breast feed but I've been trying and I'm not feeling confident it's going to get "better" anytime soon.

It's sad how something so natural can be so difficult.