Scale VS Clothing size

I don't know why but my weight on a scale horrifies me and my clothing size doesn't scare me that much.


Today was the first time in months that I tried on a pair of actual pants. To be fair they're stretchy. I probably won't dare try on jeans until next fall to be honest.

I had no idea what size to grab. I walked past the size twos and fours and I found myself in front of the 6's. I found a cute pair by Nine West. They were black and simple. They felt like they would keep me warm and the cut looked flattering. I sized the pants up to me and thought hmm this probably won't fit but I guess it's worth a shot.


When I entered the dressing room I looked in the mirror and thought ugh I will be lucky if these even go up my thunder thighs but you know what they did! Not to mention they also zipped up and felt great so you know what? I bought them.


I can't believe I was silly enough to let a number on a scale weigh me down. I went into that store so scared to try on clothes but when you find a great fit you feel great despite the size. I use to be a size 1 before kids and I don't expect to ever be that skinny. I would like to lower my bmi and get down to a 4 but I'm not going to starve myself over it.



Remember extra weight is a first world problem. We're lucky enough to have extra fat when there are those that have close to none and not by choice.

Stay positive because happiness is beautiful! :)