Pregnant Again?!?!?

So I've been feeling very nauseous for days and my digestive system isn't working that great so it made me think omg could I get pregnant on bc?!?

I know it happens but common it's rare and most of the time it's because the pill wasn't taken properly. I woke up feeling sick so so figured you know what I need to know especially because I have been drinking.


The results are......

















That I am Not pregnant! Epic sigh of relief. Maybe it would be a nice surprise in 8 years but right now it would of been really tough because I don't believe in the 2 'A's I believe in keeping a baby and loving it just as much as my other two even if its a major surprise. If I was to ever be pregnant and told my child would have something wrong with him or her like Down syndrome or alcohol syndrome (from drinking and being unaware of pregnancy) it would not change a thing. My kids are my kids no matter what and I will love and support then no matter what.

So why am I not feeling well? We've been having scorching hot weather and my home can get pretty hot so I believe that's why.

Let this be a lesson if you ever believe you may be pregnant however you're on a form of bc or your partner got they're tubes tied, still take a pregnancy test. Anything is possible and it's better to be safe then sorry!




Thought I would share this picture of a peplum faux leather jacket. Cute isn't it?

What they don't tell you about fenugreek!

  If you go on any baby forum you will hear about fenugreek and how it smells like maple syrup and how it will help your milk supply...

 So I gave it a try and I ended up with a lot of acne, bloating and a upset stomach. I don't know if this is a pro or con but my armpits smell like maple syrup! To me none of which sounded normal so I did some research and bam I find out I'm taking a herb that is known to do much more then help with your milk, it's known to help control insulin levels in diabetics. I even read it can help with cellulite. Sounds great right? Until I look at my face. Then I read that some of the side effects are constipation, upset tummy, it can actually cause stomach inflammation and loss of appetite.

 Now to the most disturbing part. If you are pregnant it can cause contractions and other side effects unknown besides your baby being born smelling like maple syrup its called the "Maple Syrup Disease'. I wish I was making this up...

FYI fenugreek can be found in medicine and fake maple syrups so be careful what you put in your body.  This should be a reminder that not all natural things are good for you or safe.



Information from
http://www.webmd.com/vitamins-supplements/ingredientmono-733-FENUGREEK.aspx?activeIngredientId=733&activeIngredientName=FENUGREEK

                I was 26 weeks pregnant here with Julianna, it's a reminder that babies are inside of you and you need to protect them as you would if they were on the outside.

Stopping pumping

It's been one of those decisions that is upsetting. I loved pumping because it gave my daughter liquid gold, it protected her from getting sick and I'm sure it tasted a lot better then formula however at 4 months old the pumping journey is ending.

I've decided to stop pumping mainly because my supply is down to close to nothing, she started sleeping for long periods at night which caught me off guard (I normally pump when she gets up for a feeding) so my supply decreased and going on 2 hormone birth control decreased it even more.

Atm I'm in the stage where I'm just stopping so I'll probably pump a few more times to prevent matisis and then I will be done.

I don't feel like I let her down, due to the same circumstances I stopped pumping for my son at around the same time and I felt horrible. I think I felt so bad because I was a first time mom and I just wanted everything to be perfect. This time I know better, I did my best.


I'm proud to say Julianna had breast milk for the first month of her life, she did need fortifier for a week but that's because she had trouble with weight gain. It was all nice while it lasted however it will be nice to have more freedom and loose weight easier (for my body it is easier to loose weight, when my body produces milk it holds on to fat).

Well I gota get going Julianna is in get swing kicking away wanting my attention.

MY BLOG

 As most of you can see I have updated my blog and I do have adds up!

 Now I decided to change my blogs look because I wanted it to suit me, the old look was very bland & the new look is flirty and edgy. I do have adds up for obvious reasons  and if you don't like them just don't look at them :)

 Anyways I just wanted to share some of my youtube videos with you lovlies because if you like my blog you'll love my youtube channel! Check out some of my favorite videos and subscribe <3

My blog got a face lift!

I figured my blog needed a little tweaking and I'm happy with the results. Anyways I have some blog posts about exciting things coming up soon!


Julianna is 4 months old today!

Cheating on Myself!

So it was my nanas Birthday and I did have a salad for dinner but I also had Nutela Cheesecake and 2 cookies so it was a cheat day however I'm exercising as I type this lol...

Just remember its ok to "cheat" now and then just don't go over the top and get in a quick little workout even if its sexersize lol Sex really burns a lot of calories ;) And no that's not what I'm doing atm!

Hope everyone had a nice weekend :)

Weigh In 1

Ok my scale is shit so I will buy a new one at the end of the month but it looks like I lost a pound maybe even 2 so I feel great and I'm looking forward to loosing more! This proves if you start trying you can see immediate results :)